One of the few people who mattered most to me

betrayed me
make me feel worthless
purposely do things to hurt me, and probably enjoy it
lies to me

To that person..Thanks for making me feel something no one has ever made me feel before, good and bad. From the good, I felt what it was like to have a "soulmate", which I never believed in and is starting to have doubts about now), and to be cherished in such a way that I felt like the luckiest girl in the world. Of course, when it isn't true love, it probably won't last, unless you're not in it for love. And it went downhill fast towards the end. Silly me for thinking it was love. From the bad, I learned how stupid I can be for believing this person actually cared about me. I'm stupid for allowing myself to fall in love with someone who wasn't what he made himself out to be. I guess it's not fair to call myself stupid when I've never felt so passionately about someone before. I know I've definitely learned my lesson.

Thanks for hurting me and snapping me out of my stupidity of what I thought true love was.

I really don't think I deserve this kind of pain.